Friday, September 4, 2009

Warning: reflective & mushy!

The number (and varying degree) of emotions that run through me in single day are unbelievable! This week seems to be more emotionally charged than others. Like I am on an emotional roller coaster all day & night.
These are just some of the feelings that come to mind.
Happiness, anger, fear, wonderment, love, frustration, peace, unease, joy, curiosity, tired, crazy, giddy, worn, full, drained, beautiful, old, excited, silly, sad, lucky, blessed, calm, worried, optomistic, sarcastic, torn, admiration, mean, nice, scared, bold, brave, and that's just to name some!
I am amazed that one person could feel all of these different things in one day.
Absolutely amazed!!!
I was really starting to get tired of the ups and downs this week. Until the thought occured to me that without the downs, how do you recognize the ups? Do ups even exsist without downs?
And, I found my resolve.
This is what I know.
I know...to have JOY, there must be despair.
To feel courage, you must be afraid.
To appreciate health, you must suffer illness.
To harbor hate, you must feel the passion & intensity of love!!
To know peace, you must know turmoil or war.
To truly believe, you must face doubt.
Everything must have it's opposite, opposition in all things.
I pray that I may continue to experience all of the emotions God intended me to.
And embrace it, even when I want to run away!!!
Right now, I am Happy!
I love to be happy!
That is an emotion I would like to share!
Everyday.
what do you feel?

5 comments:

Our Grand Central Station said...

I would love to get past some of the downers and move right on to the uppers. Good thoughts, maybe I need to read this everyday for awhile. I know I have so much to be thankful for. So much that I am happy about. After all, peaches are here, and I do love to can.

Our Grand Central Station said...

Oh, by the way, I always appreciate your good attitude, even when you feel so up and down. You hide it well. I love you.

Dan and Alli Ralphs said...

Love it! It is so true that to appreciate how good life is sometimes it has to be hard! Thanks for the insight!! You are awesome!

Bradley Family said...

You must of been in my mind these past couple weeks.Thank you for sharing your thoughts it helped me to understand that others go through it too.I feel the same way you do and now I know I am not crazy just normal....LOL

Unknown said...

my emotions are def going C R A Z Y! im hoping my hormones go back to normal pretty soon.
Thanks for the post. Ive def been feeling most of these emotions in a day also. LIfe is crazy!